First let me say that I am really sorry to hear this. I have lost many dear friends, and several family members to this vile disease.
Write your heart out, if this helps you, then do it. You are a brave soul and you will find there are many really lovely people here, who will be supportive and will encourage you.
Thank you for dropping by Catness and noticing our kitty. Come by anytime. If you would like to write about cats, or dogs or any animal - let me know. I have two publications. Catness and Petness. You would be welcome to join as a writer for either.
Namaste - I will send Reiki to you.